October

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Yes, it is October! October is my favorite month, and so far this year has not disappointed.
Lexy and Tony were married this past weekend. It was fantastic. I am so happy for both of you, and that you wanted to share your day and memories with Kody and I. All your hard work and planning paid off, and the ceremony and reception were perfect. Love you guys!

My mind working the way it does, I started thinking about Kim and how I missed her wedding. If only I could go back, that is one of the things I would change. I felt the same way when I attended Sara's wedding back in July. It's just not right, but my own fault nonetheless.

The big move is rapidly approaching! I reserved the U-Haul, and I believe all the utilities have been dealt with. Now it is just a matter of finishing up with the packing and getting this place squeaky clean, which I have not allowed a lot of time for unfortunately with work and everything else.

Tony seems to be getting past the cold he caught in Kansas slowly but surely. This is a relief!! I have been so worried about him. I am scared for him in general. So many things unknown, so many things left unsaid. I wish I understood why things like this have to happen. I guess I lived in a bubble for far to long. Grandma definitely popped that bubble. It is just to soon to deal with this again, and on such a grand scale.

I guess that is all I have for now. Now that it has started to cool down a little, get out there and enjoy Fall. Winter will be here all too soon! It makes me sad that Halloween is only one day, so lets start celebrating now shall we.....

Marilyn Manson - This Is Halloween (From The Nightmare Before Christmas)

What is wrong with you bitch?

One of the Three Divas has fallen ill. Kody noticed while looking in the tank that Miss Goldie had some red spots along her back and stomach and that her dorsal fin was laid back and deteriorating. After some online investigation Kody decided it was most likely hemorrhagic septicemia. I went to Petco and picked up a bottle of antibiotic. Hopefully after treating for seven days the issue will be resolved. Seeing how we do not have a hospital tank, my main concern now is Miss Goldie spreading her cooties to Miss Lucy, or God forbid Miss Bette.

Kody will be bringing some boxes home with him tonight, which means I can start packing tomorrow! Yay. I actually like to pack, it is the moving and unpacking of said boxes I really hate.

I think I have found a full size bed for the spare room. It makes me very happy to have a place other than the couch for people to sleep.

I have decided that I am going to do absolutely NOTHING today! I am in kind of a funky mood which actually started yesterday afternoon, plus I have been really stressed out and tired lately. My stepdad has been on my mind a lot, and also my grandma. I have not been sleeping well which is making matters worse. I am going to try to relax, take a deep breath, and get in a better place before this turns into something major.


Roxette - Dangerous

California stop

At least, that's what the police said. I got a ticket tonight. Failing to stop at a stop sign. It makes me really sad. I am not sure if I came to a complete stop or not because I was really tired, but I am guessing since the cop said I did not, that he must be right. Oh well it's only money and a shot at my dignity. Since nobody was hurt and it was a moving violation I can just pay the ticket and skip going to court.

I bought a new kitchen table today. It is nice. Kinda wish I had saved the money now, but such is life. I would have blown the money on something down the road if I had not fucked up tonight.

I hate Fergie. I mean I really hate the bitch! I bet her big girls don't cry ass would bawl like a baby if you pistol whipped her! Grrrrrr!!!!

When I got home I sat in the patio chair and it was wet. My ass was soaked.

Aren't I just the luckiest bitch that ever lived.


Rod Stewart - Some Guys Have All The Luck

A new home

Well, we officially have the townhouse on Ventura. We move in October 15th. I am excited, and at the same time dreading it. I hate moving. It is a HUGE pain in the ass (as I'm sure Lexy and Tony can tell you). Granted, it is like a mile from where we live now, and Kody has mentioned several times the possibility of renting a moving truck so everything can be condensed down into one load. That would be nice. Perhaps I will check into pricing.

Other than that my life is nothing more than work and sleep as of late. I am in the tangles of trying to quit smoking again. Right now it is not going so good.

I have nothing else. I hope to see everyone this weekend!


Madonna - True Blue

Where did they go, I miss them so, seems like it's been forever........

since they posted a fucking blog entry, ha ha ha. Just kidding. I am having Lexy and Tony withdrawals. We did not get to see them last weekend due to them moving into their new house, which is exciting!! Mix that with no new journal entries and you have a sad Ryan. Oh well, I know how moving is. I hope to see you two this weekend, as well as Mike and Mary!

Not much going on right now. We may be moving next month. I found a cute townhouse over by the mall. It has more room, and it allows pets! It is on Ventura, which I don't know a lot about. The area itself is mostly all townhouses and duplexes, but it is surrounded by some very nice houses, and I think it holds up with the general nice west end atmosphere. I will investigate this more.

I want to win the lottery, buy the house next door to Mike and Mary, and live happily ever after (or at least for a couple of years until they build their new house) with my animals. I would have another house in Colorado and spend half the time out there so I could see Kim and Nick more often. I really miss them! Just a random thought.

I want satellite! I am sick of Mediacom!!


Pat Benatar - We Belong

Kody has a blog.....

Yeah, like the title says, Kody has a new blog. You should check it out and link it to your site. It's pretty cool, even if he talks about the high def format war, ha ha ha.

This whore had it coming. God, I would love to do this to a couple of people!!!!


Still not much to talk about. Kody and I are going to dinner with Mike and Mary tonight, which should be fun! Other than that not much going on, so I guess I will wrap this up.


Billy Idol - Hot In The City(1987 Remix)

New look

I decided that this place needed a new look. I decided to cheer it up a little. Yeah, so here it is. Hope you like it.

Not a whole lot going on right now, so I am going to keep this brief. Remember, we need to coordinate on this BBQ business next weekend. It sounds like a lot fun!!

Let me leave you with a great one from the Queen of the 80's. She rocks my fucking face off!!!! Talk to you all soon!

Cyndi Lauper - My First Night Without You